questions the 6th

• Have you ever:
• 1) Self harmed?
• Only once and it doesn't really count, I wasn't sad, I was just curious because I friend was doing it and I didn't understand. I just put the scissor blade against my palm and it stung like a mother fucker. Haven't had the urge to do it again but I understand better now.
• 2) Got into a real fight?
• Only with my brother.
• 3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed?
• No.
• 4) Tried to commit suicide?
• No.
• 5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt?
• Yeah.
• 6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting?
• Lol, of course. Apart from food/ bathroom break.
• 7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble?
• Don't think so.
• 8) Accused someone of using you?
• Not to their faces.
• 9) Shoplifted?
• No.
• 10) Gotten drunk/high?
• Drunk.
• 11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing?
• Yes.
• 12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game?
• I'm pretty sure everyone has done that. No shame.
• (Right now) Are you:
• 13) Suicidal?
• No.
• 14) Bored?
• No.
• 15) Avoiding someone?
• Not right this second, but in life, yes.
• 16) Avoiding some task?
• Yes haha.
• 17) Depressed?
• No.
• 18) Crying?
• No.
• 19) Annoyed with a friend?
• Not really.
• 20) Worried and confused about something important to you?
• Always.
• Do you:
• 21) Get depressed easily?
• Not at all.
• 22) Get jealous/envious easily?
• Not really. Get down about it sometimes but...
• 23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things?
• Music makes me think about it more, but in a good way. 
• 24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot?
• Not really. Not as far as friendships go. I don't know what I'm like in a relationship really. My only one I was laid back to the point of bitchiness so...
• 25) Try hard in all your classes at school?
• Sort of.
• 26) Go out drinking?
• Not really.
• 27) Smoke cigarettes?
• Nope.
• 28) Smoke weed?
• Nope.
• 29) Do any hard drugs?
• Never.
• 30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why?
• 31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will?
• Sort of. I identify as Catholic most of the time.
• 32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them?
• No...
• 33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain?
• People in the know seem to think so. I don't understand it but I'll agree that it does.
• 34) Believe people deserve second chances?
• Yeah, generally.
• 35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying)
• No, karma isn't real.
• 36) Think things will get better?
• Yes.
• 37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished?
• I don't think that there is a correlation between doing wrong and being punished. I think it's all just random events and you can be as awful as you want and still have no greater chance of misery. I don't believe what goes around comes around so I just go through life hoping that I won't be unlucky enough to be targeted by misfortune.
• 38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest)
• Of course I do. I accept some of those differences, some I don't. Some people who spread ignorance and hate, I don't 'accept' their views. People is not entitled to an opinion if it's hate.
• Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
• 39) Long hair OR short hair?
• Short in guys. Not buzz cut though, just not much past their ears. Long enough to play with and run my fingers through. On girls, it just depends. Either can look good.
• 40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs?
• Smile.
• 41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest?
• Smile.
• 42) Shy OR open?
• Open.
• 43) Eyes OR body?
• Body. I mean, everyone has eyes and I've never really met anyone with awful looking eyes. So... nice body.
• 44) Religious OR non-religious?
• Non-religious. I think. Yes. 
• 45) Caring OR non-restricting of you?
• Both? Obviously caring but also obviously non-restricting... I don't let people control me. I wouldn't stand for someone trying to control me as my boyfriend, no matter how good the intent. I can deal (and encourage) communication and partnership and compromise but not restriction that isn't mine.
• 46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge?
• Straight edge.
• 47) Piercings OR no piercings?
• No piecings.
• 48) Tattoos OR no tattoos?
• No tattoos. (God, I'm boring)
• 49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type?
• Quiet stay-at-home.
• 50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with?
• Friends. But I've never not had parents like me so that would be awful. But in the end, at this point in my life, it's more about getting friends that like me.
• Would you:
• 51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk?
• Once in a blue moon.
• 52) Smoke weed?
• No.
• 53) Smoke cigarettes?
• No.
• 54) Get even with someone who betrayed you?
• Probably not.
• 55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you?
• Yes.
• 56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you?
• I'd hope not.
• 57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what?
• No.
• 58) Join a band as a part time activity?
• No musical ability.
• 59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse?
• Yes?
• 60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them?
• Duh.
• 61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like?
• Lol, no
• 62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family?
• Not physically. And not alone. But yes.
• 63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online?
• Why not lol. But I haven't thus far.
• 64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported?
• Not forever or seriously.
• 65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a cunt to other people?
• No. I'd try but...
• 66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them?
• Guilty....
• 67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems?
• I guess.
• 68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes?
• Not for long.
• 69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you?
• I don't know.
• 70) Sleep naked?
• Yeah.
• You can only choose one:
• 71) Black or Orange?
• Orange.
• 72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore?
• Neither. 
• 73) Cellphone or Computer?
• Computer.
• 74) Chocolate milk OR Coke?
• Choc Milk.
• 75) Tumblr OR Friends?
• Friends....
• 76) Apple OR PC?
• Apple.
• 77) TV Shows OR Movies?
• TV shows.
• 78) Old bands OR new Bands?
• New.
• 79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock?
• Pop-Rock.
• 80) Reading OR Listening to music?
• Reading.
• 81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice.
• Coke. It's just... accepted as the winner. Idk really.
• 82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically?
• Change myself drastically... I don't like myself that much.
• 83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge?
• Clean.
• 84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Define your reason for your choice.
• Neither? Idk.
• 85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice.
• Idk.
• 86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary?
• Documentary.
• 87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe?
• Outer space.
• 88) Shoes OR Shirts?
• Shirts.
• 89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence?
• Chelsea Grin.
• 90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice.
• Education. Because I care abut my future and love school.
• Almost over:
• 91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for fuck sake be honest.
• Yep.
• 92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family?
• Generally. I don't like talking about it that much. I can never be bothered.
• 93) Do you want to travel when you are older?
• Sure.
• 94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams?
• No.
• 95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions?
• Not until right now.
• 96) Rather be the opposite gender?
• No...
• 97) What will you name your son/daughter?
• Chloe and Daniel.
• 98) Do you get harassed more than most people do?
• No.
• 99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason.
• I don't have a hate band. Maybe Queen. I just don't like them. So overrated and their songs suck. Bicycle isn't a song. 
• 100) What makes you a bad person in your mind?
• I'm selfish as fuck. I don't care as much as I shou'd. I have the weirdest inferiority/superiority complex. I'm sometimes a follower. I'm lazy.
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