Television shows should not be able to give me the amount of feels that does.

Just watched HIMYM. Barney broke up with Nick, Robyn's boyfriend for her, by bursting into the restaurant she was trying and failing to end it with him and declaring his love for her.

"She can't go home with you Nick. Because Robyn and I are in love."

"Barney, what are you doing here?"

"Taking care of something you clearly can't do. I'm sorry but you and Robyn are done.

I love her Nick! I love everything about her and I'm not a guy that says that lightly. I'm the guy who has faked love his entire life. I thought love was just something idiots thought they felt. But this woman has a hold on my heart that I could not break even if I wanted to. 

And there have been times that I wanted to. It has been overwhelming and humbling and even painful at times. But I could not stop loving her any more than I could stop breathing. I am hopelessly, irretrievably in love with her. More than she knows."

 THE FEELS. And then after!

"I'll give you this, you were pretty convincing."

"What can I say, tricking good looking idiots is kind of my thing."

"No, Barney, I mean, you were really convincing."

"Please, I was bro-ing you out. I'm just glad he bought it so quick. Any longer... I'd of had to kiss you."

AND THEN EYES FLICKING TO LIPS AND HEAD TILTING AND THEN THE PHONE FUCKING RANG AND THEN MOMENT WAS OVER ASJKLKGFDFGHJK

Ultimate cockblock. So many feels.

Supernatural is giving me feels as well, but not until Thursday. Then I am going to be sobbing and screaming and keyboard smashing and crying. Lots of crying. But hopefully happy tears. I need a Destiel reunion like I need air.

NCIS and New Girl tomorrow, then SPN and Modern Family Thursday, then Glee (always the feels) and TBBT on Friday.

I love my life.