Yes, absolutely.
Is it totally fun?
Yes, it really is.
I was bored yesterday night with my bffl and we were just looking through profiles to procrastinate study but I ended up making a profile so my bffl could send kisses to this hot French guy.
I ended up spending an hour or 2 talking to this 31 year old, which wasn't that nice of me, because I implied that the age difference was okay and that I was seriously looking for a boyfriend and that he could be that someone.
But today, I ended up chatting with someone who seemed really great, and is really great, and I ended up talking to him for quite some time, flirting a bit. Then he asked for my facebook so I added him. We talked a bit more, but then it got awkward all of a sudden and now we aren't talking.
I don't get it.
Well, okay, maybe he just didn't like my pictures or something. He called me 'somewhat attractive' and before he'd been like personality wise, I was awesome, and that was me being honest and myself.
But I had fun, it was an interesting experience talking to someone anonymously like that, I mean, you can be as genuine as you like, and it doesn't matter if they reject you because you barely know their name, they don't know you (HE DOESN'T KNOW MY LIFE), and it's totally just judging on a tiny snapshot that you put forward of who you are. So you can't really feel hurt if you get rejected or whatever. I'm doing a lot more that my fair share of that anyway.
But it was novel talking to someone knowing the destination was romantic interaction, not friendship. It's weird, and because of the anonymity, it's very freeing and I haven't flirted with someone really since you-know-who and I enjoyed it.
I miss it lol.
So now he's gone but I don't care too much. I mean, he was into things I'm into and really did seem to fit personality wise but I won't feel hurt. It has much more to do with him than me, I don't know what is going on for him, what he was thinking, I can't take something like this seriously. I just did get caught up for a moment thinking about him, like maybe I would get lucky and we'd met up and go out on a date and it'd be great and we'd have this summer to be together and....
Okay I got carried away. I'm young and naive, I know. But either way, it was fun.
Moving on now
Edit: I'm just gonna keep posting these Tumblr posts.
- Me half the time: I just want to cuddle up with you and watch cute movies and look into your eyes and kiss you lots and then fall asleep in your arms.
- Me half of the time: I just want to rip off your clothes and get pushed against the wall with my arms pinned up and make out and push you onto your bed and we can fuck the shit out of each other, ok.
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