Schoollllllies

It doesn't make sense.

It doesn't make sense. It doesn't make sense. It doesn't make sense. It doesn't make sense. Times a million.

A friend of mine finally put up schoolies pictures tonight, after  a YEAR.

I loved schoolies, so I wanted to see what she had and if I'd remember anything new etc. I might hate what I look like in photos, but I love looking at them anyway.

Firstly though, I shake my head at my fashion choices. Did I ever wear a bra or was there just a conspiracy to only have pictures when I wasn't? Fml, seriously. Did I think that was a good look at the time? What was I thinking haha.

Plus the clothes I wore, I know I loved them at the time and felt insanely attractive and it was all good but looking back, damn. Really not.

Third, there were some cute ones of me and you-know-who. I showed all the pictures to my Mum, she always is funny about him. She knows the general gist of it, I talk in fits and bursts, sometimes when I'm in a bad mood I try to shock her, but I remember after schoolies when I walked around in a bad mood for a week she knew why.

Originally at the time when I told her I had a thing for him, they'd only been dating a few months, literally like 4 or so, so it wasn't really that big of a deal. People break up all the time. Disappointingly, its been almost 2 years now so that waiting thing didn't really pay off for me.

She still gives me weird looks if I mention him or meet him. Like, I went to a party Friday night and she asked if he'd be there, and I was like *snort*, no. He isn't a party person.

But yeah, it's not like I have any pictures of us together so I like getting ones. Even if they're us shoving or grabbing pillows from each other or him crushing me or us fighting because good times.

Anyway, I'm hopeless but meh. At least both the guys who are kind of persueing me liked my profile pic which was from the schoolies lol. So did Austin so.