So! You-know-who starts talking to me last night, about 11 something. Remember that pic with the fake tattoo on my breast/collar when I was dressing up as a Hunter? Well, he was trolling my pictures after going through the Schoolies lot and saw it and felt like mocking me a bit so we started talking.

It was lovely to catch up, though we always do it at inconvenient times. I have no problems staying up all night to talk, especially to him, because that's just what we do and it's easy and when it only happens now and then, and my 4am you're all deep and close and it's great, I never want to be like 'I have work in 5 hours, and it's a 7 hour shift, I need sleep." Which is what my day today is going to be.

Our conversations always regress into truth or dare but it's not that structured. If we get stuck on a topic, we don't have to move on, but it keeps conversation light enough and gives us an out all the time, as soon as we're uncomfortable, we're just like 'truth' if it's our turn to be asked, or t or d if it's theirs. Obviously, it's actually truth or truth so it's just questions, mostly sexual.

He has an incredible amount of interest in me getting a boyfriend and banging somebody, more so than I do. He lives to push me towards my ex (who has a girlfriend now) or other mutual friends. So I finally called him out on that and how not just annoying, but hurtful it had been that he did that, especially back when. I said.... "at the time it felt like you just wanted to shove me away so i wouldnt be your problem anymore and it was annoying" And he didn't deny it, he said 'it was a bad plan but i didnt want to believe that at the time' and that 'yer i realise that now, well a while ago but not at the time" so I was glad that I said it and glad he was serious in his response.

We also talked about his ex, and we did the 'what's something you're lying to me about?' question which is always tricky, though so much less so than before. We'd been talking about what spot we held in each others lives before, he was like 'I'm your gay friend, I have been for years' and I was thinking, yeah I don't kiss my gay friends, you're an tool' but out loud all I said was while I don't know what spot he has, it's not gay friend.

So I said I was lying, I did know, "You're like the exbest friend/crush so we're like bros that i know lots about and i understand you pretty good but we don't talk too much." So I told him that and he replied that we should talk more.

Then we talked about sex for ages. He's the first guy that I really have done that with (talked about it, not had sex with). I mean, we've obviously mentioned it before and talked about things, but this was back when he hadn't done too much more than I had.

Then he got weird after asking me if I'd ever been attracted to girls, I was like, seriously, I'm bi. And he was like, yeah guys find that weird so we argued over that for awhile and then I said I was sleeping now, and he said he was just being annoying, that I'm good looking and smart, I'd find a boyfriend, just as long as I stopped being so annoying. Warms the cockles of my heart, truly. Nah, but that last part was a joke, when we were talking about things we lie to each other about, we admitted that we don't find the other as annoying as we say we do. Our answers were both the same, 'DUH'. We bitch and fight because it's fun, not because we can't get along.

Anyway, it was a good conversation, I don't like him, honestly, the feelings weren't even there, it was great, for the first time I wasn't holding back retorts that were too 'flirting' because now I don't want to. Flirting isn't my goal with him, long term, solid close friendship is.

I know that's a change from my last entry haha.