Omfg, this guy is driving me insane. And not in the good way. I can't say their name (I'm trying to move away from that) but I need a tag that isn't 'my ex', because it's not very accurate and it doesn't describe our relationship very well at all. I called the guy who prompted this blog being made due to overload of hurt feelings 'you-know-who' cos well, duh, Voldemort. He deserves an evil tag haha. This guy will just have to have 'this guy.' Or you know who's best friend.
But anyway, I'm actually I'm driving myself insane. When people treat me like dirt, why do I just ignore it when I see them again? I certainly did it with you-know-who and I'm doing it again because I don't like being mad at people. Being angry is exhausting.
He is a grade A asshole. I'm so tired of him. But I knew this already, I came to this conclusion last week. But then he came to my work and was like 'when do you finish?' and when I got off work I sat down with him and we chatted but then he's like randomly and matter of factly, 'I don't know why I talk to you, I hate you."
Rolls eyes. I don't care as in hurting my feelings. His opinion is dirt. I don't care at all about that. He says bullshit to get a reaction and giving it to him is the worst thing I could do. I could have told him to fuck off or all kinds of nasty things but I just got up and walked away. I doubt that was the right choice either, because he just started smirking and asked 'did I scare you away?' but whatever.
I just need to actually follow through with not being friends when I say I don't want to anymore. He's a douchebag and I'm sick of it and I'm not dealing with it.
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