So I had a hella fun time down the coast.
It was the end of year SWORDS getaway for debating, down in Callala Bay. There were 16 of us and we had a great time, swimming at the beach and playing card games and drinking wine and eating copious amounts of bacon and chocolate.
I also made out with a girl, which is kinda cool. It was Truth or Dare, on the last night. I know we are well beyond the game, at least in the sense that you play it as a 15 year old, where Truth or Dare is 'tell me who you like or perform a weird sexual act', but we mostly just did Dare's, because no one is bothered by anything these days, and kissing is pretty chill. Ben, who is our president, made out with about four dudes, because his girlfriend finds gay chicken hilarious. It's like their way of spicing up their love life. Obviously in regular life they can only be with each other, so they get their kicks out of kissing people of their own gender that they aren't attracted to. That way, neither of them are threatened by the other kissing someone else and they get to experience kissing someone else. That's how I see it anyway, and I applaud it, purely because I like people that don't react with stupid no homo responses.
I did a body shot off another guy, but that was fine, he was relatively attractive and it was just licking the salt off him really. I really did want to kiss him though, just because he looked like someone who would be a really good kisser. Not someone I wanted to date or like or whatever, he is too wholesome for that, but some people just seem like nice kissers.
Unfortunately now you can't say to your best friend, 'hey I want to make out with so and so, make it happen', the way you could in the early years of high school when that kind of situation manipulating was the norm, so you are at the whims of fate a bit. I came out pretty well though, when she dared me to kiss whatever girl I thought was most attractive. I don't think she was doing it to be a bro exactly but she did well regardless. It was no better or worse than anyone else I've ever kissed, but it was a girl, so that made it hella more exciting.
It's strange really, that it took this long for me to actually kiss someone of my own gender, at least since puberty. I'm so equal opportunity with attraction, like, there were two people I wanted to make out with last night, and one of each gender. And both pretty much equally. Though I do think about going further with guys, like, maybe not with much realism, but like, with guys it's more like, yeah I'd fuck you, but with girls, its like, I just want to kiss you and bask in your perfection.
I also spent a lot of time in the spa bath with all my gal pals, drinking wine. If we all absolutely squeezed, we could get all four of us into the bath at the same time and turn the bubbles on. On the first day, we got home from the beach and were like, to the bath! and then again on the last night, we stayed up to watch the sun rise but also we went to the beach at like 4am to see the bioluminescence in the water, so we just stripped down to our underwear and went in, which was very cute and rom com like.
It was so hard to stay awake though. I did make it and we went swimming again at sun rise, for a minute, but the fog was thick and we couldn't see the sun.
I got home about 1pm today and slept until 11 at night. Which sucks because my sleeping pattern is now completely fucked, but I was super sleep deprived after just going to bed late all the time and waking up relatively early. At least I'm not working tomorrow.
It was the end of year SWORDS getaway for debating, down in Callala Bay. There were 16 of us and we had a great time, swimming at the beach and playing card games and drinking wine and eating copious amounts of bacon and chocolate.
I also made out with a girl, which is kinda cool. It was Truth or Dare, on the last night. I know we are well beyond the game, at least in the sense that you play it as a 15 year old, where Truth or Dare is 'tell me who you like or perform a weird sexual act', but we mostly just did Dare's, because no one is bothered by anything these days, and kissing is pretty chill. Ben, who is our president, made out with about four dudes, because his girlfriend finds gay chicken hilarious. It's like their way of spicing up their love life. Obviously in regular life they can only be with each other, so they get their kicks out of kissing people of their own gender that they aren't attracted to. That way, neither of them are threatened by the other kissing someone else and they get to experience kissing someone else. That's how I see it anyway, and I applaud it, purely because I like people that don't react with stupid no homo responses.
I did a body shot off another guy, but that was fine, he was relatively attractive and it was just licking the salt off him really. I really did want to kiss him though, just because he looked like someone who would be a really good kisser. Not someone I wanted to date or like or whatever, he is too wholesome for that, but some people just seem like nice kissers.
Unfortunately now you can't say to your best friend, 'hey I want to make out with so and so, make it happen', the way you could in the early years of high school when that kind of situation manipulating was the norm, so you are at the whims of fate a bit. I came out pretty well though, when she dared me to kiss whatever girl I thought was most attractive. I don't think she was doing it to be a bro exactly but she did well regardless. It was no better or worse than anyone else I've ever kissed, but it was a girl, so that made it hella more exciting.
It's strange really, that it took this long for me to actually kiss someone of my own gender, at least since puberty. I'm so equal opportunity with attraction, like, there were two people I wanted to make out with last night, and one of each gender. And both pretty much equally. Though I do think about going further with guys, like, maybe not with much realism, but like, with guys it's more like, yeah I'd fuck you, but with girls, its like, I just want to kiss you and bask in your perfection.
I also spent a lot of time in the spa bath with all my gal pals, drinking wine. If we all absolutely squeezed, we could get all four of us into the bath at the same time and turn the bubbles on. On the first day, we got home from the beach and were like, to the bath! and then again on the last night, we stayed up to watch the sun rise but also we went to the beach at like 4am to see the bioluminescence in the water, so we just stripped down to our underwear and went in, which was very cute and rom com like.
It was so hard to stay awake though. I did make it and we went swimming again at sun rise, for a minute, but the fog was thick and we couldn't see the sun.
I got home about 1pm today and slept until 11 at night. Which sucks because my sleeping pattern is now completely fucked, but I was super sleep deprived after just going to bed late all the time and waking up relatively early. At least I'm not working tomorrow.
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