Though I don't have my laptop to type on and have to use my phone, it's Saturday night which means post-Arena post is a must. Need to keep up the tradition.

I am just happy.  Things are very positive. My biggest new thing is that Jen has persuaded me that I want to stay for another semester here. I do, a lot. See, Simon is already here for a year, he's already sorted cos it was always his plan. Therefore he has the right visa. And Jen has dual citizenship so there is no problem but I do not and if I am required to fly home to Australia,  in order to sort out a new visa, that wouldn't be possible. I am just keen to stay though. Fuck money, I could make it work if I got a job and loans, whatever.

I love Jen to bits. If she and Simon both stay, it will be devastated. Living with Jen is my favourite thing and once we are home,  even if we both go home in July (looking more unlikely by the day), I won't get to see her every day and live with her and have D&M's together all the time and drink upstairs with the gang and once I'm home, I will never get to live with roommates again because I live in the best position and situation possible,  how could I possibly justify living with friends in a worse off position for more money? But if I stay, we would move into a student accomm rented house and just have the greatest time of our lives and I just feel like it would be worth it, if I could swing it...

Mostly I'd just fucking miss Jen. While already I have been contemplating how I would mix my best friends from home with her and how I would meet hers,  it's just not ideal and she will end up living in the UK full time eventually and I really want to just make the most of having her close. It's phenomenal how close we have become and how much I just want her to be my best friend forever.

Plus, a friend of mine will be here next semester and I want to show her everything and be a part of all her experiences.

So yeah, that's happening. Maybe.