I am exhausted. I've been feeling really good and motivated lately, leading to me making reasonably large life changes in terms of eating well, going to the gym like, five or six times a week, debating literally every weekend this month, plus being exec, plus 10 hours of volunteering a week, plus trying to do well in classes and being more social than I've ever been and have good times making memories plus finding new friends, since Mia doesn't want to talk to me and I'm starting to wonder if we'll ever be friends again. Life is busy.
Like, take today and tomorrow. Today I woke up at 5:30am for the third time this week, and went to the gym, doing BodyPump for the first time. Which is awesome, go me, I was super nervous because I always am when I am not 10000% sure where I am going, what it will be like, if I'm capable etc, but now I've gone once, 95% of that anxiety is gone and I can add BodyPump to my weekly gym roster. Then I moved my car into free parking, walked back to uni and had breakfast, which I prepared the night before along with my lunch due to the 12 hour uni day I was expecting, and then went to Discovery Space where I volunteer all morning, then rushed straight to a meeting with someone from CSE and all of the OrgCom for Easters 2017, which we are preparing a bid for (and expecting to win). Then I had a break, whcih I spent sleeping on a picnic blanket on the Duckpond Lawn in the sun, then had a two hour tute at 3:30. So even though I was at uni from 6am, I didn't actually have any class until nine and a half hours later. Then I was supposed to go to debating for two hours and then possibly Hangdog with friends but then I remembered I had promised Mum that I would cook a roast tonight. Well, I offered, because I want to make sure I know how to do it (hint: I don't really know). So now I'm home, after stopping at the shops to get pumpkin and gravy, and the roast is in the oven, so we'll see how that goes. I just put it in with some oil, salt and pepper which I think is okay???
Then tomorrow is the first day of ANU Spring, one of the biggest debating Tournaments of the semester, at ANU, which is in Canberra, so tomorrow I am waking up early again to go 6:15am RPM which is just my Friday habit due to normally having early tutes, then I am driving to Liz's and picking up Pugsley, her pug (obviously) and Vivian and I are going to take him for a walk around the Lighthouse and whatnot. Then home, straight to uni with my packed bag for the weekend for a meeting with the previous treasurer so I can work out what the hell I'm supposed to be doing, then one tute that I can't miss, and then off to ANU for the first debate which starts at 6pm I think. I assume we will get to the hostel at some point, I don't fucking know, it's going to be a big day and it's only really big because I'm making it big aka gym and pugs, and not just skipping my one tute, but I feel like I need to do all those things to make me happy, but at the same time I'm worried that I'm spreading myself a tad thin.
And I don't want to stop because everything I'm doing, exercising a lot, eating healthy, socialising, extra curricular activities, are all super positive, as long as I don't drop the ball on any of them. I don't think I will, as long as I have some scheduled me time and a lot of chances to nap. I really like naps.
Like, take today and tomorrow. Today I woke up at 5:30am for the third time this week, and went to the gym, doing BodyPump for the first time. Which is awesome, go me, I was super nervous because I always am when I am not 10000% sure where I am going, what it will be like, if I'm capable etc, but now I've gone once, 95% of that anxiety is gone and I can add BodyPump to my weekly gym roster. Then I moved my car into free parking, walked back to uni and had breakfast, which I prepared the night before along with my lunch due to the 12 hour uni day I was expecting, and then went to Discovery Space where I volunteer all morning, then rushed straight to a meeting with someone from CSE and all of the OrgCom for Easters 2017, which we are preparing a bid for (and expecting to win). Then I had a break, whcih I spent sleeping on a picnic blanket on the Duckpond Lawn in the sun, then had a two hour tute at 3:30. So even though I was at uni from 6am, I didn't actually have any class until nine and a half hours later. Then I was supposed to go to debating for two hours and then possibly Hangdog with friends but then I remembered I had promised Mum that I would cook a roast tonight. Well, I offered, because I want to make sure I know how to do it (hint: I don't really know). So now I'm home, after stopping at the shops to get pumpkin and gravy, and the roast is in the oven, so we'll see how that goes. I just put it in with some oil, salt and pepper which I think is okay???
Then tomorrow is the first day of ANU Spring, one of the biggest debating Tournaments of the semester, at ANU, which is in Canberra, so tomorrow I am waking up early again to go 6:15am RPM which is just my Friday habit due to normally having early tutes, then I am driving to Liz's and picking up Pugsley, her pug (obviously) and Vivian and I are going to take him for a walk around the Lighthouse and whatnot. Then home, straight to uni with my packed bag for the weekend for a meeting with the previous treasurer so I can work out what the hell I'm supposed to be doing, then one tute that I can't miss, and then off to ANU for the first debate which starts at 6pm I think. I assume we will get to the hostel at some point, I don't fucking know, it's going to be a big day and it's only really big because I'm making it big aka gym and pugs, and not just skipping my one tute, but I feel like I need to do all those things to make me happy, but at the same time I'm worried that I'm spreading myself a tad thin.
And I don't want to stop because everything I'm doing, exercising a lot, eating healthy, socialising, extra curricular activities, are all super positive, as long as I don't drop the ball on any of them. I don't think I will, as long as I have some scheduled me time and a lot of chances to nap. I really like naps.
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